It’s hard


Why does it seem when everything is going amazing there is always someone to pull you down? I try to keep my head up but it gets to a point where even if you are the  most positive person and you try to stay that way, you just ask if it is worth it to be that way. Because it’s so easy to be like everyone else. It’s like you just want to stop trying. You just want to give in, give up and just stop being what makes you, you.

Then I read this post by one of my fellow bloggers Brandon Knoll. And he is so right!

When anyone tries to make you feel less, try to make you feel like you cannot do anything, or even tries to destroy what you are proud of remember they are the ones that are wrong. They choose the easy route to make you feel insignificant, undesirable, unworthy, unhappy, unaccomplished. They do it to make themselves feel superior to you because you are happy with you. You are wanted. You are beautiful. You are amazing. Don’t let anyone ever crush you, take you apart, or destroy you. Stay positive and happy. They cannot take that away from you unless you allow them to. Be what you are you…no one can take that away from you.

Thanks Brandon for that amazing post. You reminded me of what is important.

Week 23 – 25…


I am not making excuses, I am not going to say it’s alright, and I am definitely not quitting. What I am going to say is, I got sidetracked, I did eat things I should not have, I did not stick to exercising like I should have, and the end result, unfortunately I gained weight back.

Now that I have said that…what I am going to do? I am going back to what I started and will pick up on where I left off. I am posting my stats on here because I am holding myself accountable for what I did not do. So here is to a brand new year and a restart of where I left off.


My age: 38

My height: 5′ 7″

My weight: 187.2 lbs

My bust: 38 in

My waist: 36 in

My Hips: 39 in